Monday, September 29, 2008

Why does it take us 20 years or so.....

As I look upon the spectrum of issues we are facing as a people I keep asking myself the same question...why? For instance, if you listen to the Presidential debates you are hearing about our over-dependence on foreign oil and need for alternative sources of energy. It sounds wonderful if you stay on the surface but to me it raises a question of why are we discussing this now and not 15 years ago when electric car technologies were available and killed by big business? Also seems a bit hypocritical of us to talk about being dependent on oil when we ourselves gave the power to nations that now have a fun time controlling prices. Why does CDC keep prancing around the issue of vaccine safety and it's link to autism when it occurs in 1 out of 150 children? At what point does it stop....1 out of 75? Why does Merck give money to study how to sell its cervical cancer vaccine to lower income families instead of studying the effects of its vaccines on girls that die after taking it?

How long does it take for us to stop shoving things under the rug? The trend is everywhere and to me it is unbelievable. We live in a country that seems to be run by Big Business that is only concerned with profit. Are we really that immature or greedy as a people to accept what they are feeding us (pun intended)? We only seem to change out of necessity when the amount of information is so overbearing that we cannot ignore it anymore. Why does it take so long? We know the truth, we always do and yet we choose to ignore it until it is no longer convenient.

When I read others that say people as a race haven't evolved past a child I now understand what they are referring to. However this child has nuclear weapons and lagging morals and that, at least to me, is very worrisome.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Lazyness...the final frontier.....

I find it "ironic" looking at myself from the side that I behave in such a way. For instance, I have put the thought out there that I am ready and interested in communicating with my angels, spirits, etc. I read the books, I spent money talking to an entity that shared a good way to get a "clear" signal and then I ......decide to watch the CUBS instead of doing it. Or surf the web for nothing spiritually fulfilling because I don't energetically feel like it ( or that is what I tell myself anyway). I wonder how the angels and guides are feeling and am happy they are not human and don't have expectations or judgements, otherwise they would quit a long time ago. So, my angels and guides, thanks for sticking with me and my lazyness. I will get there....hopefully soon.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Feedback to the Universe

I am going to ask a question we’ve heard many times. And we all can find an answer, including the wise Trigor. If God or Universe suddenly tuned to us completely for a moment, what would we ask or ask for? If you had one question to ask or one thing to request, what would it be? Or would you not bother asking anything at all, and instead would simply make a statement or a suggestion?
Triggor, what would you do? Silliness aside, how about this purely hypothetical question? How about some performance feedback for the Big Guy? :-)

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Exercise in sleeping....

I am not certain whether it is the lack of sleep or the ease with which I fall asleep but as soon as I close my eyes to medidate, I drift off...Just tried it a half hour ago, I lay down with full intention of going to a "safe" place in my mind and try to communicate with my angels. I distinctly remember opening up, protecting myself, going to that safe place and then...awakening. This time it was better because I wasn't drifting off for long and would repeatidly try to focus again to that place and begin the conversation only to drift off again...and again and again. I do feel the progress and look forward to that moment when I could allow my mind and body to relax without sleeping. Perhaps I will try to do this without lying down. Will let you all know...

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Vicky, Christina, Barcelona...Life Personafied....

Dear Circle,

What a wonderful example of the human condition that movie is. We saw it yesterday and loved it. It is skillfuly done and I would love to discuss it here. However, I don't know if you have had the pleasure of seeing it yet so I don't wish to spoil anything. Please let me know when we can chat.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

When the student is ready the teacher will appear....

Dear Cirle,

Today my guides yet again let me know of their presense, but I will return to that in a moment, now for the setup...

Every Sunday I have been going to the gym to work out. Lately I have gotten into a habit of shooting a basketball for 10-15 minutes as a way to warm up the muscles and then shoot after the workout for 5 minutes as a way to strech. In doing so I wanted to get good and actually make the shots so I started to work on it. Over the past month and a half I have gotten to be quite good. I have figured out what works for me and am now consistent. And I have been "rewarded" by shooting with a number of guys and beating them. That made me feel very special and only further reinforced my belief that I could be good at anything (I had to put that in for Trigor, Janice, and Masha...enjoy)...I have been sharing the stories of my basketball prowess at work and have people dully impressed...(now we return to the beginning of the story)....

Today like Sundays before it I went straight to the gym and warmed up with around the world shots. Feeling "in a groove" I continued until a young man walked in and started to shoot on the other end of the court. He was about 6'2" and had a very good stroke (Trigor..that was a layup for you buddy). I complemented him on his form and he came by asking if I wanted to play. I responded that we could shoot together if he wanted and he agreed. Unlike the previous times my form disapated and while I didn't embarass myself I proceeded to make 25% of the shots compared to my "usual" 70%. He on the other hand made about 75% of his. We shot around for 40 minutes running drills on 2 and 3 pointers leading to a great workout. He also gave me a few techniques on improving my shot and eventually left the gym...

What I find interesting about this experience was that I come there at the same time for a while now and have never seen him before. Also in the beginning I didn't see anyone else in the gym until I wanted to shoot against somebody and people started to show. First I "attracted" 20-25 year olds who were good but worse then me in order to get my confidence up and to inspire me to continue to work on it. Now, apparently I am onto the next level and my guides sent a teacher along to get me further, for which I am very thankful.

Thus, my dear Circle, be on the lookout for teachers, they are everywhere!